Fleeting Illusions

Torn

When  you want to get way from it all
torn between
A rock and feather

Depth of these feelings
Unknown

Not knowing
the chasms of your heart
that can still feel
still hurt
after all the stones over the years

Torn between a rock and a feather

Floating
the endless monotonous ocean
no form, definition, no beginning no end..

Loss.
Loneliness.
Fucking loneliness

Torn, you see the whole world slipping away
and  you cant do anything about it,
Or
you dont

This emptiness
Fucking emptiness.