someday..

Mesmerized by this quote..

If your heart is bleeding, make the best of it..
There is heat in freezing, be a testament.
T. Davis


I want to someday be content, just to feel.. comfortable..
I want to be loved, to feel loved, and protected with that love..
 genuinely loved for who I am.
By a person I feel the same for.
I want to love, to show love, from the core of my being.
I want to discover someone, layer by layer, find beauty and
   darkness inside, yet fiercely and passionately love. unconditionally.
I want to feel beautiful and wanted, just in his eyes.
I want to lie naked and vulnerable in his embrace, delicate bare.  
Slowly stumble upon a level of intimacy, where a knowing glance can heal you. 

Maybe I'll never find it, I open myself again and again, unfreeze my heart from its' jaded colours,
open up these old wounds, in the hope of finding such bliss, only to find myself in a cruel snare. Ridicule me. go ahead. Call me naive, call me drama.

No, I don't want the whole world, give me a simple corner, just with genuine love.  To give, and get. To simply be.